Thursday, May 31, 2007

Today.Thursday.

Riyo Mori.

Riyo Mori.

Riyo Mori.

I've got a major crush on her!!!!

It is funny how Miss USA looks like Mandy Moore. I mean, the sterotypical image of Miss USA is a tall, blonde Jessica Simpson/Pamela Anderson lookalike.

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry when I saw Miss USA tumbling down, and she had to pretend that nothing happened and continued smiling like a darn idiot. All these while the audience were laughing.

Cruel.

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Today.Wednesday.

Day 3 of my holiday, and day 3 of my cutting season.

Cutting is a term used by bodybuilders to describe a period of time dedicated to losing weight and getting defination.

Did my Body Fat Percentage analysis today.

Current weight: 58.5kg. Last week's weight was 60.1kg.

So I have since lost 1.6kg.

However my body fat percentage is still high: 30.2%.

Have been clocking in 2 hours of cardio and 1 hr of weights every day.

My thermogenic supplement is making me lose all appetite. Past 2 days, I can't even think of food and NOT puke.

To many, it may sound like a blessing "Wah no appetite means I won't eat all the rubbish stuff!"

But the cons of having no appetite mean that I am neglecting my protein intake.

And I don't want my body to go into starvation mode, cos then i'll be losing muscles, not fats. (and I CANNOT lose my muscles.. they are my pride.)

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Today.Saturday.

Met up with Darran a.k.a dickhead/I.F.D (I fuck dicks) at his workplace. We were going to have dinner before heading down to Play, a gay (and few lesbians) club.

Being pathetically broke, we had to scout around for food.

That idiot tricked me into eating Burger King, claiming student meal only $3.95.

Dickhead didn't realise that student meals only apply on weekdays! And he was too lazy to go anywhere else to eat.

Darran keeps calling me fat.

I'm NOT fat.

Am I really THAT fat?

He really kills my self esteem.

The word is 'gay chubby' lah.

When we went down to Play, we realised it was uber quiet.

WHERE'S EVERYONE?!?!?!

We decided to go back home since Ronald and the guys wouldn't be coming down, and Darran has work tomorrow morning.

P.S there is an upcoming underage lesbian party at Play on the 11th of June @ $18. Sms me if anyone wanna go down.

Friday, May 25, 2007

Today.Friday.

AND THE MOMENT OF TRUTH...

END-OF-SIP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unbelievable how time flies. 2 months come and go faster than you can say "Sexy Chris".

So now is the start of a one month fitness regime. Hopefully by the time school reopens, I'll be in a better shape than now.

I'm not fat ok.. Just gay-fat. No.. make it gay-chubby.

I'm gay-chubby. NOT fat. (who am i trying to kid lah..)

Well, at least I have muscular arms :)

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Today.Wednesday.

This morning's boxing totally zapped my energy out for the whole day.

At work, I slept half the day away.

And shopped the other half away.

Everyone is too busy with the setting up of the new John Little store to realise that I'm hardly around.

In the end, I sneaked off at 4 plus and went back home.

That's why I didn't bring a bag to work today :) smart.

Gonna sleep in late tomorrow cos' I'm skipping company breakfast tomorrow morning. I do NOT need those extra calories from the puffs and cakes and what-nots.

Monday, May 21, 2007

Today.Monday.

Oh

My

Gawd

!!!!

IT IS THE LAST WEEK OF SIP PEOPLE!!!! SAY "HEY, HA!!"

And words cannot describe the exhilarating feeling bursting through every cell in my body right now as I type this!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Today.Saturday.

My blogger is finally back to normal!

Just finished watching this show on Yahoo!. It is called "Gay or Straight?".

What makes you gay or straight? Is it personal choice or genes or the way you were raised? While science doesn't have definitive answers, there's been some fascinating and oftentimes controversial research that is beginning to provide some clues.

http://60minutes.yahoo.com/segment/68/gay_or_straight

Watch it if you are curious. It is a damn good and insightful show.

On this show, they dispel myths that homosexuals become homesexuals by NURTURE. Instead, by doing research on identical twins (1 gay 1 straight), and behavior and speech patterns, they conclude homosexuals become homosexuals by NATURE and HOMONES.

It is all decided in the womb.

Which is kinda true in my opinion. Since I was a kid, I hated barbie and loved playing with toy cars and toy guns. Hated skirts, loved pants. Mannerism-wise was manish.

Signs of homosexuality since early childhood years.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Today.Tuesday.

Why are there still so many people against homosexuality?

Just read this report http://www.yawningbread.org/apdx_2003/imp-107.htm. And it irks me to keep reading about people treating us as a contagious disease that needs to be qurantined and hid from the 'NORMALS'.

Don't/Can't they just open their eyes and realise that we are just like everyone else; most of us were born gay, whilst some only discovered they were gay at later years.

Most of us didn't choose to be gay. Just like 'THE NORMALS' didn't choose to have 2 eyes and a nose.

It is an issue I just had to blog about because soon I'll be entering adulthood, and being gay in Singapore is a disadvantage because I have no laws to protect me.

So Darran, I was not joking that day at Coffee Bean when I said we all have to do something about our rights!

Monday, May 14, 2007

Today.Monday.

START OF THE 2ND LAST WEEK OF SIP HOORAY!!!

Although I enjoy working at JL, I do miss having more 'Me' time at the gym and my daily routine.

Holiday.. Sun tan, go for a swim.. a run. More boxing. More training. More shopping.

This morning's training with Rasol wasn't as tough as last Wednesday's.

Last Wednesday I almost blacked out due to exhaustion (and it was only after 20 minutes of intense cardiovascular training).

Today I survived the whole 60mins workout, including my boxing training, with occasional bouts of blackouts.

Arms sore, legs sore.. LUNGS ARE FUCKING SORE!!!

The things people do for health.. TRAINING IN THE FRINGING MORNING BEFORE WORK.

Which made me sweat excessively on the train.

Thank God I sprayed double the amount of perfume I normally apply.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Today.Sunday.Mother's Day.

Went to Parkway's Swensen's to celebrate Mother's Day with mom, sis, aunt and granny. THE SERVICE SUCKS!!!

They were SOOOOO slow to serve and we had to call 4 times before the manager finally served the drinks.

They lost our order and we had to order again.

Really, really lousy service. "Mother's day so its busy" is not an excuse to be inefficient.

Anyway, i totally blew my calories intake by having the Cookies summit. Which I had to admit I had a real hard time trying to stop at the halfway mark.

So now you see it... And now its gone.

Managed to persuade mom to buy me Eternity Moment by Calvin Klein perfume. Glib tongue..

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Today.Thursday.

SOMETHING IS FUCKING WRONG WITH MY BLOGGER!!

Anyway work these past 2 days have been madness. Suddenly hafta do so much illustrations on MX Freehand..

Sometimes some people get on my nerves by being overly particular over minor details. Time is indeed a luxury and should not be wasted doing unneccesary stuff.

Nice people, but weird and unproductive work habits that would be exposed if they were studying and have alot of projects to submit.

Went out with Darran after work. To Heerens, Cineleisure, and finally to Coffee Bean near NAFA.

Tomorrow is the end of week 6 of SIP.

Oh and regarding my house issue, yesterday mom signed the papers for the Tampines house. Everything will be finalised after the 15th if the buyer of our house don't back out.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Today.Tuesday.

DISGUSTING SINGAPOREAN BEHAVIOUR!!!!

Was at Singtel Telecom Centre (Somerset) foodcourt for lunch on Monday (yesterday).

To my disgust, I saw packets of tissue paper and umbrellas being used to 'CHOP' seats.

And these kinda behaviour came from WORKING ADULTS, not IGNORANT CHILDREN.

My colleague, Wan, suggested sending these pictures to STOMP. Maybe I should. He said that even in CBD area, you also get to see such kinda behaviour that summarizes Singaporean's Kiasuism attitude towards life and everything.

Anyway, my Personal Trainer is coming to my house at 6.30am for an hour of boxing.

May the Lord bless my weak heart and protect me from all harm.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

sunday-house viewing

Today.Sunday.

Me and Estee at Zouk on Friday. Just received these new pictures from Darran.

You rock, Darran!

Went to view house today at Tampines. 5 Room, near Tampines JC. Now waiting for seller's response. Nice house.

Hopefully we get this house because I am honestly so sick and tired of looking for houses.Such a hassle.

Saturday, May 05, 2007

sat-gay clubs

Today.Saturday.

Just came home from clubbing.

Went to a couple of gay clubs today. Was initially at Zouk for a fashion show, but after the show me and Darran decided to cab down to Tanjong Pagar since Esther was leaving.

Funny how I only just got to know Darran, yet I found him so amicable. But I guess it was because both of us are gay? Haha. Plus he is such a nice and warm guy.

At Play, a mostly gay guys club, I felt very 'free and liberated' because everyone around me were people just like me. It did not matter that most of them are guys.

But one irritating thing about being in a gay club is that some gays tried hitting on me, without realising that I AM NOT A REAL GUY!

Kinda funny if you imagine the scene.

Met Ronald at Play. He introduced me to his gay friends, whom all are the nicest bunch of people I ever met.

So homophobic people with a thing against gays, hear what I have to say:

Fuck off, and drown in your straight tears."

These guys are the best!

The guys were saying that I look like a guy in the pictures. Haha I do blend in well with my surrounding.

The ladies there were either too mature or too kiddish. WTF. Times like these, I wish that I was a real gay alpha male. Haha.

Anyway, besides Play, I also followed the guys to another 2 gay clubs- Tantric and Taboo (only with Darran).

Tantric is.. Fucking Sex Heaven?.. Yeah. It is probably where all gay porn stars go to when they die.

We headed back to Play for our final part of our 'itinarery'.

Danced with the guys. Ryan danced with me as though I was a real guy (?!?!). And the other guys told me that a group of women were 'checking me out'.

Which was damn retarded, cos who the hell wouldn't look at a butch and a gay dancing so 'intimately'?

I'll leave it to your imagination.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

thurs-knn prop agent

Today.Thursday.

Buying a house is so fucked up!

Bloody sellers decided NOT to sell the Simei flat, because they are afraid they won't be able to find another house.

Like..

WTF?

So pissing mad, because now I hafta start looking at Classifieds for ads, and spend another weekend house viewing.

Going to Zouk tomorrow. YAY~

This issue with J is honestly damn troubling. I need a brainwash/brain surgery/heart transplant.

Someone just help me please.

-can't get you out of my head-

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

tues house hunt

Today.Tuesday.

Went house viewing on Saturday. Simei 4 room HDB.

Not to sound like a brat, but it is gonna take me a while to get adjusted to HDB life.

The cramp space. The common corridor. The dirty lifts. The old people that makes you just wanna scream "kuai dian!. The noisy children that makes you wonder why the hell Michael Jackson is a paedophile.

Today is labour day. So I spent the day looking around for suitable furniture.. ALONE.

Went to Suntec City- Picket and Rail.. Then to Marina Square's Barang Barang. Took a train down to Queensway's Ikea.

Took lots of pictures.

Of the furnitures lah, not me.

Today Dad (too bad he ain't moving in with us. Yay, finally my dream came true) paid the deposit for the Simei house we saw. So.. gonna be a Simeilian soon.

"Liang Si Mei" -_-"