Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Tuesday-Gelare,TCC
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Wednesday- Skunk Emo Hair
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Tuesday- Start of hols
Today.Tuesday.Start of holidayToday is the start of my hols. Hols till end of December. Gym RatWas at the gym for almost 3 hours today, working my ass off doing cardio and weights. Hope to God that my muscles will start getting more define soon.. Impatient Impatience.Coloring hair tomorrowMeeting Shermain to color hair tomorrow. FINALLY decided on what I want, after going thru' a couple of designs. Color won't be so yellowish. More of a whitish blond. Well, we'll see how it turns out tomorrow. Fantasy and reality sometimes don't match.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Sunday-Its all fated
WorkWorked from 8am-2pm, 5pm to 9pm today. One of my colleague is so adorable. Aww.. Haha. I smile like an idiot just by looking at this person. Everything is fatedFang smsed me at 3pm said got vacancy for the camp to Msia but I didn't reply her cause my phone was in my bag. When I did reply her at 10pm, she said too late the space was given to someone else. I felt so pissed, like a 'so near yet so far' kinda feeling. Maybe god doesn't want me there. Well whatever. Too pissed to think straight. All the shit in the worldThings are so crapped up now. News about my family have been spreading around, and it made my grandma so sad that she cried last night, my sister told me. I am so pissed at whoever this person is. My sister said my grandma told her that it was an Aunty Elsie who told my aunt. These people, have they no life? Don't they know the damage they are doing to my family? And fuck it, its still spreading as I am typing. I am so pissed I can just kill those bigots, and I mean it. -harsh life and nothing worth living for-
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Saturday-bored
Today.Saturday.School in the morningHad APEL 2 this morning. Its like CME and its freaking boring. Thank God today is the last lesson phew. Hair color..?Me and Main are going to do our hair after her Os. Still thinking what color I should color.. obviously not much to cut, gonna keep my fringe abit longer, then probably cut the back short to spike. My current hair sucks to the core (though Amanda says it looks good on me :S ), my face looks bloated. Main said I look OBESE?!?! Damn sad :'( My stomach inflates easily, how come not my face?!?! Although I don't look like a moon now, I feel like I still look like a orange or something.. SupplementsTaking Hydroxycut keeps me damn energetic for a few hours, but I will immediately crash and feel extremely tired once the drug wears out. Thats why halfway through my APEL 2 class I was feeling restless and tired cause I took a pill at 7am and by 10 plus the caffine in the drug wore out. My protein shake that I took at 10 plus did not make my hunger go away though.
Friday, November 17, 2006
warning
THIS IS A WARNINGSOMEONE HAS BEEN SPREADING AROUND STUFF ABOUT MY FAMILY AFTER READING MY BLOG. WHOEVER THE SHIT YOU ARE, YOU BETTER STOP IT. IT HAS COME TO MY KNOWLEDGE THAT MY GRANDMA HAS FOUND OUT ABOUT STUFF MY MOM DOES NOT WANT HER TO KNOW BECAUSE SOME FUCKED-UP PERSON TOLD HER.WHOEVER YOU ARE, I AM WARNING YOU..ZIP YOUR MOUTH.OR I WILL PERSONALLY ZIP IT UP FOR YOU WITH MY FIST IF I FIND OUT WHO YOU AREFUCKER
Friday-Supplements Arrived
Today.Friday.SupplementsMy supplements arrived this morning [finally yay!]. Ordered a 5LB protein whey, a bottle of CLA and a bottle of Hydroxycut. Got 4 free samples of creatine and protein whey and some other stuff that I am not sure what is it for. And I got a free mixer [a mixer is used to mix the protein powder with water]. Cost me $118 in total cause' I am a member phew. Now my HUGE bottle of protein whey is sitting in my room. If my mom sees this she'll probably freak out and then interrogate me about the cost, the uses and everything else under the tuscan sun. I have yet to try my new Champion Nutrition 5lb protein whey. But I tried a free sample of Elite protein whey chocolate flavour, and my oh my is sure helluva delicious! Haha so instead of drinking sweet stuff now I can just drink a healthy protein shake! Of course, one cannot consume too much protein shakes a day (1-2 times a day is enough) because too much protein in your body leads to kidney failure. Oh and did I mention my new Champions Nutrition protein whey is Cookies & Cream flavour? :DTo the new me cheers!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Monday
Today.Monday.WorkToday I worked from 6-11pm. Today best lah, 11pm sharp can go cause' my new colleague helped me so my closing workload was lessen by 50%.SF clan celebrated Jan's and Estee's birthday at Cartel. But I had to work and serve them while they enjoyed and ate and took pictures. Damn. So sorry Jan and Estee, my schedule so cock-up.. Feel so bad.Grilled Chicken with brocolli and CarrotsMy masterpiece. Clara's friends found out about my blogMy sis' frens, Jane and Phoebe, found out about my blog and told Clara about what I wrote about my parents and Clara told my mom. So my mom called me and told me to remove it. Cause' she didn't want anyone to know about it. Fuck now my mom knows I have a blog. I hope she will never find out the address of it, cause' there are things in my life I just don't want her to know about. And why are all these young kids reading my blog? Like how the hell did they get my blog address? Shit.
Monday, November 13, 2006
Sunday-Tips & free drink
Today.Sunday.Tips & Free drinkToday I got a $6.60 tips.. Actually not supposed to keep any tips cause' tips are supposed to be put into this tin can that is meant for charity. But fuck charity, I deserve tips for my job. Only idiots will return tips of that amount. So I pretended to wipe the table, then slowly place the tips into my apron. Ta-dah!One of the waiter, Ed, keyed in an order of Tiramisu Coffee drink twice. So in the end when I had to serve and realised no one ordered it, so I had to throw it away, I was like haha free drink yay! Of course, that drink is high in calories cause it is so full of sugar.. But oh man it was damn delicious. I only hope next time they will key in more extra orders. Haha. Best if I am the one who serve it too. -Ulterior Motive-
Friday, November 10, 2006
Friday-Bitchy Jake
Today.Friday.Fucking Asshole ManagerMy manager is really a pain-in-the-arse. Was serving customer water, then she came to me and give me a one-of-a-kind attitude and shouted at me, saying that I should be tending the bread station and why is it so dirty and why no more plates left. So I replied and said I was serving water to customer, and she shouted, "Wo gen ni jiang hua ni bu yao gen wo ding jui!". Direct translation- Don't talk back to me. Like.. WTF? Such a fucking bitch butch. Den screamed at me for not being able to find the box of butter. How to find when you keep changing the location of where you keep your butter supply?! Darn arse.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Monday- work 2 shifts
Today.Monday.Work 2 shiftsToday I worked 2 shifts-10.30am to 3pm and 6pm to 10pm. Morning shift quite jialat. Cause first time gotta set up everything alone, so totally screwed up. By 11.30am shop open, I still haven finish setting up. But the good part is that Monday lunch not much crowd. Night shift is quite busy. Got this new part-timer, quite cute. Haha. My oh my. Rushed off to gym After my first shift, I quickly rushed down to Parkway to do my weights. Did a quick 45mins weight training. Checked my weight. Oh dear, I put on 1.2kg! I am 55.8kg! Freaked out to Liz about it, se said maybe its muscles, I said nono its because I have been snacking these few days. She said if thats the case then its scary cause you put on weight fast! OH NO!This week's scheduleTomorrow ,Thursday and Friday 10.30 to 3pm. Saturday 5-10pm. Sunday 6-12.30am. Not sure whether I wanna work Sunday closing shift leh.. So not worth it. They only pay till 11.30pm.
Friday, November 03, 2006
Friday
Today.Friday.Yesterday late nite workStupid Bradford, couldn't work his shift last nite then told the person that he'll ask me to take over. Like, hello, are we that close? And the best part is that he didn't even inform me. So at 4pm Cartel called and asked me whether Bradford informed me that I was suppose to work at 5pm. I was like, wtf I am in school now and he did not inform me la. But I did go to work in the end at 6pm because hell extra cash why not.So I worked from 6p.m-12.30a.m. Swear to God, I was damn tired. Shift ended at 11.30pm, still had to tidy the place, arrange the chairs, fold napkins around the forks and spoons etc. Morning ShiftWorked from 10.30a.m to 3pm today. I hate working at 10.30, because I am the only one opening the shop, and I hafta get everything ready in 1 hour. Which is damn rush cause I hafta arrange the chairs, menus, the bread station, the drinks, the sauces etc.. Lunch hour was crazy, kept clearing and clearing non stop. First time in my life I hafta clear the food with my hands. Gross and degrading. Definitely a humbling experience.Working totally screws up my meals cause I can't eat lunch. I can only have my lunch after 3pm and that sucks. And I'll be starving by then cause my breakfast is at 9am. Personal TrainingYesterday I had personal training. Liz totally 'killed' my legs and back. She made me do squats, lunges, angled leg presses, targetting my quads and glutes. For my back she made me do pull-downs and back extension on Roman Chair. I learned a new way to do my bicep curls, which I find it a more efficient method. I also learned Arnold Press for my shoulders and Triceps press down for my triceps. After PT, I went to school feeling my body, especially my legs and arms, tired. Today, my legs, obliques and back are hurting. Good. Where there is pain, there is growth.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Wednesday-Binging
Today.Wednesday.Bad food weekRecently I've started binging on tidbits and biscuits. I'm worried, especially about putting weight back on. Also I've lost the motivation to watch what I eat. Hopefully the motivation will come back soon. I NEED to stop craving chocs and biscuits.Bad GirlsStarted watching 'Bad Girls', a British tv series on women in prison, on YouTube. The show got me hooked because of the drama, and the couples (haha:P ). Makes me feel like going to prison too. And the funny thing is that they don't wear prison uniforms.. Kinda cool huh, like a boarding school rather than a prison.